Uma Ram - Sadism

Sadism thy name is HUSBAND
You first showed thyself
When he saw me for the first time!
I was happy for
He was the first groom to see me
He too was happy, but-
He made his sadistic mother more happy
For he made me sad!
We got engaged the first day
And I attempted suicide the next day!
For he stopped the marriage
He found happiness in my tears
The very next day of our marriage
He mocked at my looks,
To cover up his ugliness;
The filthy face of you
Oh! Sadism, was shown
When he beat me for the first time,
Till blood rolled down my face more
Than the tears that rolled down my cheeks in ecstasy
When I was applauded for my outstanding dance
Commented as STEALING THE SHOW!
He flirted to the core
Whenever I looked best.
The cut on my face with sutures
Was the diamond of your crown, for
I WAS AN EXPECTING MOTHER!
Just to please his sadistic mother
For he did not marry her grand daughter!
My every happiness was your sadness
And my every Melancholy
Your Symphony!
You thrived on my sadness
Fed on my miseries
And flourished in my unhappiness!
Alas! I have found the weapon to destroy you!
You hatred bound SATAN-
SECLUSION! Where you can't find my Happiness-
To make me Sad!

Uma Ram

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