Tyrone Holmes - Im Only Human

At this point
Im just tired
So very tired
Of you all

I speak wrong words
Act with wrong actions
Im critized for years
Why cant the lighting come down
And strike me dead

Maybe then youll be happy
Overwhelmed with excitement
I know some people
Who would just like it

You treat me wrong
You disrespect me
You strip me of my dignity
Breaking apart our unity

When I only loved
When I only cared
When only I teared
At the thought of losing you dear

Dreams become reality
Nightmares become your life
People lose their interest
Than im just the simplest
Moron left alone
Waiting forever and ever

For things to return
Back to how I imagined
Images of happiness
All over the world

Where I stand king
And you my faithful queen
Some envy us
Others are just jealous

I realize now what you are
And what you can do
Love a guy though lies and tall tales
You deserve what I think of you
I close my eyes
And picture you dying
Not me and you
And I stand and smile

Your feelings changed
Well so have mine
Chained to empty memories no more

Everyone make mistakes
But you dont have what it takes
To accept them for human being
As if you're a higher being

But im still here
Im still breathing
Im still moving
Im still writing

I will continue doing so
Until the almighty god
Decides it is time
For his loyal lapdog
To come home

Hate me or love me
Im not perfect I know this
But before you judge me
with all your bad intent
Remember one small and simple thing
Im only human

Tyrone Holmes

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