Tyler Mccracken - Suicide note….

I’m done with cutting
I’m done with pain
I’m done with life, it’s all in vain.
I’m done with all you’ve put me through,
All my pain you never knew,
And now it’s known and now you pray
Pray it’s not from the things you say,
Say to me in my dreams,
I’m so confused nothings what it seems! !
I give my heart and soul just to you,
Even knowing every word you said wasn’t true.
Now no amount of love can fix this heart,
Not when it’s been blown apart.
I feel so hollow in this life,
Like a fish gutted with a knife.
Mentally incapacitated,
As my heart and soul are incarcerated,
Comatosing on these pills,
Won’t even change the way I feel,
Of death I think everyday,
Death: the only thought that’s come to stay,
Oh dear god please stop this pain! ! !
Words that seem to just fade away….
My life it seems has gone astray,
I can’t keep doing this…
Going through life with these scared wrists.
This is my end,
Hearing that you’ll probably grin,
But I don’t care,
I won’t be here for you to abuse again…
Goodbye…

Tyler Mccracken

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