Triin Kann - Finding Me

Trying to figure out who I really am
There are things I never knew I could do
No I'm doing those because I can
Even if it doesn't make sense to you

You all had a strong hold on me
A broken girl depending on cold liars
Don't know now how I should be
After all of these thoughts I feel tired

I wish I could turn back time
I'm a puzzle on the outside, broken inside
I smile to you all and say I'm fine
I can run from myself but I can't hide

Trying to find the real me
Hidden under those lies and scars
There are things no one else sees
Maybe that's why I've gotten this far

You all pretend you still care
But I know better and so do you
This might seem a bit unfair
But I'm just trying to stay true

I wish I'd know what I need
Then it would be easier to look for
But I have lost all my dreams
And the reasons I was fighting for

Pieces of me on the floor
Look in the mirror, don't like what I see
Too afraid to open every door
I'm still trying to find the real me

Triin Kann

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