Time Dissolves Into Will and Intent

2010-03-22 2nd Journal TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: Ahhh, bliss. Well, maybe not quite, but Joy, anyway; pure pleasure in just being. Nothing else is needed; being, itself, is sufficient unto itself. It’s amazing. Yet, when one gets this, it is such a major change to the life. All the struggle goes out of it, like a deflating balloon, till there’s none. Nada. You have both nothing, and everything, simultaneously. Try explaining that. No thanks. I’ll just be it, instead; that will have to do for the explanation. For the mind, there is none that will do, anyway...so why bother? It’s a waste of your time and mine. So just be. You know, it’s rather amazing that I find all these words, each day in these journals. I never thought of that, before, but there must be millions of them, by now; what a hoot! And who is talking? Oh, how funny. Oh, dear; is this presaging going silent? Well, who cares? I could publish journals from now till doomsday and hardly get them all out, I’ve so many. No, I don’t see myself doing that. But then, I don’t see myself doing anything, really. One thing about this awakening, at least for me, is that Now is the space I abide in; just that. No past and no future generally enter the awareness, at least not in mundane, or linear 3D terms. It’s rather more fun than that, for what enters, at times, is awareness of some other ‘incarnation,’ for lack of a better word. I don’t even know, anymore, about this understanding that we have these linear lifetimes, first one, then the next, then another. I just don’t know. Time is not like that, I now know. It’s simultaneous, not linear, so I don’t know what to make of the way I used to understand things. So I just let it go. I’ve grown quite attached to and appreciative of this phrase: “I don’t know.” I love it when this phrase comes knocking; I most always let it in, and pretty quickly, too. I’ve found it’s a wise one, and not me, myself when I think I know some this or that. ...