Tiffany Wolf - No Take Backs

My life has been nothing but a waste,
Everything I thought I loved has lost interest, color, and taste.
There is no end to this hell called life,
Nothing I want to do but make use of this knife.
I don't want to live, laugh, or cry,
I just want to lay in my bed and watch hard times pass me by.
I know my parents are mad and think I'm a bad kid,
I don't think they know I regret all the bad things that I did.
I don't know why I liked that immature boy,
Because I realize now that all he wanted was a toy.
Unfortunately he played with my heart,
And now I can never get a fresh start.
I have lost my parents' respect, honor, and trust,
I have to get these things back, this I must.
Mom says my lies are getting old,
And in return I was left out in the cold.
No one realizes how much pain that I'm in,
A broken heart, a few cuts and bruises, and in their eyes... a major sin.
I can't take anything back, and for this I repent,
But that's the past, It's a place I already went.
Now I just have to look at what's ahead of me,
Even if it means, if God chooses, closing my eyes for the rest of eternity.

Tiffany Wolf

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