Thomas Bo Lee Daves II - Lock-Down

It lives deep inside me every single day
It wants out, but I must block the way
It feeds on my agony and my pain
It pumps into and out of my veins
It gets wasted everytime I used it
It hates when someone tries to abuse it
It has a boundary made of tears
It cries out, but nobody hears
It is slowly turning into a black hole
It is finding that I am losing my soul
It haunts my dreams, night by night
It shatters my feelings with its might
It aches for that one person every day
It always turns into pain some way
It misses the soft touch of your hand
It misses the way it made me feel like a man
It wants one more chance to make everytihng great
It may even settle for just one last date
It wants to hold you one last time
It just needs you to give it a sign
It is starting to crumble and fall apart
It is the true feelings of my heart

Thomas Bo Lee Daves II

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