The Soldier ... - You

You were my light
When darkness fell,
You were my sight
In my dark hell...

But I don't know,
why you didn't feel...
I don't even know,
If this pain will ever heal...

The reasons you gave,
for why we had to stay away...
Seem so heavy now,
I feel like dying today...

I can't hide any more
How weak I feel,
Why did this have to be this way? ? ?
And I don't even know with it how to deal...

I'll still always stand by you
Know you've always had,
Good reasons for all that we never had...
But it does make me sad....

I know I've been stupid from the start
I was never meant for you...
But I can't ever forget that mesmerizing moment,
When I was faced with my only love, that was true...

No one's ever gonna replace you
That's a promise I make...
Meant to be kept forever...,
No matter how much I break...

The memories of being with you.....
The beauty of your eyes.....
Will always stay in my heart,
Even if eternity dies...

The Soldier ...

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