Terry Cooper - I Have To Live

I have to live
I have no choice
No one has given me a voice

My opinion?
No one asks
So I am left with
With all these tasks

I have no interest
real or feigned
of all emotion
I am drained

As it turns out
It's dead I am
Inside at least
I'm not sure when

Even I am somewhat stunned
That I have not yet bought the gun
To send me on the road to hell
since I can't even write that well.

Terry Cooper

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