Teasia Ruffin - Eradicated

Im just up thinking about how it was so easy
For you to repeatedly look into my eyes
And tell a lie with fake tears
It goes to show what a good actress you are
Im hurt beyond destroyed
I know you didn't actually cheat
But what you did was cheating
You were mine...so sweet
You were my baby...my little one
You obviously don't want me
I was just something to make the time go by faster
I was just used for sex
Basically used and abused
You didn't give two shits about how I felt
If you did, you wouldn't have lied
I knew it was too good to be true
I remember you always used to say that
Well, guess what? YOU made it true
I would never flirt like you do
Its cheating....I trust too easily
Now im beyond broken
This is the second time I found out
If you weren't happy you should have left
I didn't deserve what you did to me
I know Iv hurt you
But I didn't deserve to be shattered
I started to really hope and dream
Not anymore, I will never allow myself
To fall for someone again without getting to know them
We didn't get to know eachother
I knew it was going to fast
I'm sorry I wasn't enough and I never will be
I hope you found what you've been looking for
I'll leave you alone
I'm sorry but you can't have your cake and eat it too
Im a fool because I believed and trusted too much
Im not some toy, I have feelings
I feel like everything you've ever told me is a lie
Im glad I was your little project
It sounds to me you were just using me
To make your ex jealous
Well hey you always say 'if I was single'
Now you are, enjoy
Finding someone out there that can take care of you
Im sorry I wasn't enough

Teasia Ruffin

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