Teanisha Love - BROKEN

i never have hurt so bad
i mean its killing me not to be able
to scream/act out the way im feeling
i already do not feel whole
im partial because of all of the lies, broken trust, and misunderstanding
i love the thought of love because
believe it or not i dont have or know love
sometimes i feel like dying; but mentally and emotionally i am
but physically my body still is 'HOT'
im starting to believe my heart stopped beating years ago..
my body is still in operation;
never stopped;
at times i wish it would've and at others im glad it didnt
because if it wasnt for the eight years of pain; confusion; lies
i wouldnt be as strong as i am
im in love with lies because it sounds better than 'im in love with a liar'

Teanisha Love

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/broken-148/