Tayla ( Rain. ) Conde - Dreams.

When I am sleeping everything seems peaceful.

I dont worry about the horrible things that have taken place the day before, a month ago, a year ago.

I dont need to ponder if he is being faithful to me.

When I am dreaming...life is peaceful, because I dont have to deal with things I cant handle.

Hearts were meant to be broken by love.

Life to me is a gift and a curse.

A gife because you experiance such beautiful things like love and happiness and warmth and a feeling of being wanted.

A curse because those beautiful feelings turn into pain and depression and cold and then that feeling of wanting to die comes.

People cant be trusted.

They will say things that make you feel speical, but then they will do things that make you feel like nothingness, like if you never mattered, or if you dont belong.

My dreams seem like the only thing that really understands me.

It shows me what I want to see.

I want to see myself happy and loved and wanted.

But when I am awake I feel sad and hate and sorrow.

I bet death is like a dream, being happy because you cant feel all the emotions that are painful in life.

Maybe death IS a dream, just waiting to happen, just waiting for us.

Death to me is a beautiful moment in life.

You die and make room for all the people who havent lived yet.

All the worthless people pass happily to make room for all the other worthless people who have not yet experiance pain.

But once they do, they will all wish they were back in that happy place, where they felt no emotions.

And then they will do what they cant to go back...

Whether it be in their dreams or in death.

Tayla ( Rain. ) Conde

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