Tareq Jalabi - keep fighting

as I lie on this cliff
pondering all my thoughts
knowing that there is a God
knowing that there is sin
but still I sin
hating myself for doing it again everyday
wanting to jump off this cliff
still I cant
its as if theres an unknown force guiding me away
still on this cliff thinking about jumping
I stare at the stars
feeling like a speck of dirt
I look off the edge
but turn around because thats not who I am
Id rather keep fighting
than give up on everything
knowing giving up will just send me to hell
but fighting day by day
theres still a slim chance of hope for me

Tareq Jalabi

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