Sylvi Hart - My life..?

My life is spiraling into a dark abyss
The anger bubbling inside me, can you hear it hiss?
Fury shoots through me, like only it could
Wondering what's wrong? I guess you should.
I've endured enough lies to last me a lifetime
You traded my love for less than a dime
I sold my heart, I sold my soul
All to be left shivering, crying in a lone hole
I've said hateful things to people I love
In return I've been pushed away, shoved
I feel I no longer have any control over my life
My well being has been slashed to pieces with a moral knife
But in a way, I guess it's okay
Thinking these things in a meaningful way
With nobody else but me here
I no longer have rejection to fear
This thought, I think it's pure bliss
Leaving the life I surely won't miss?

Sylvi Hart

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