Suzie Mitchell - Disappear

I seem like a carefree girl
I seem like I have everything going right in my life
But this girl hides a sad secret
A secret of sorrow
A secret of fear
A secret of wanting it all to disappear

You see me smile like everything is just fine
But don’t you see my smile is just a sign
A sing of sorrow
A sign of fear
A sign of wanting it all to disappear

I say that im happy, but it’s just a lie
Cause I think about suicide all the time
How do I stop myself from feeling all this pain?
How can I end my endless cry?
I know how
By letting go and making myself die

Suzie Mitchell

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