Sunsha Wilson - Losing Myself

My giggly personality
Is quickly fading away
No matter what someone does
It just simply won't stay
My confidence in everything
Is dwindling fast
For some strange reason
I can't keep up this task
My bottled in emotions
There were once at a steady base
Are now high and low
And scattered all over the place
The change in my attitude
That no one seems to see
Is having me frustrated
And i'm not acting like the real me
For some strange reason
I don't know what this exactly is
And others just don't pick up
But I'm really starting to change
Like the beginning of every season
Deep inside myself, ther's something that I know
Even though the others might be
Blind, crazy, and deaf
But everything seems to add up to me
That I'm losing myself! ! !

Sunsha Wilson

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