Suicide Ali Tobira

Hiza wo kakae hitori tsubuyakeba
Tokei no hari wa aizuchiwoutsu
Kirei na no kowarenai no
Ii no
Hirogaru yamiyo
Tobira wo akenaide

Nigoru mizu wo susuritsukushite
Kareta hana no you ni
Mou nozomu mono nado nai

Kore de ii to omotteita no ni

Nani mo mienai kudaru yoru ni
Mimi wo fusagu toki no kane
Kami no iro wo someru netsu wo
Tadoru hate ni taiyou ga ita

Tooku tooku hanareta basho he
Fukaku fukaku oshitsukeru you ni

Kore de ii to omotteita no ni

Boku wa kirei ni sakeru no?
Soyogu kaze wo ukete nabiku

Nani mo mienai kudaru yoru wo
Yadosu hazu no boku no naka
Ibara no michi wo suashi no mama
Itsumo kimi wa tadoritsuita

Hateshinaku zankoku ni nareru sonzai
Furubita tobira ni sotto te wo ateta

English

If I draw my knees to my chest and murmur alone
The hands of the clock nod in agreement
It's beautiful, it won't break
It's all right
Expanding darkness of the night
Don't open the door

As I sip down the last of the murky water
Like a withered flower
I have nothing left to wish for

I thought it would be all right this way

In the descending night where nothing is visible
The sound of the bell of time fills my ears
At the end of my pursuit of the fever
That colored my hair, I found the sun

Like being pushed deeply, deeply
Toward a place far, far away

I thought it would be all right this way

Will I ever bloom into something beautiful?
I bend to the rustling wind

Within me, where I was to conceive
A descending night where nothing is visible
Walking barefoot down the thorny path
You were always arriving

Grown accustomed to endless cruelty
Softly I placed my hand on the ancient door