Suicide Ali Doumyaku

Shishi ni harimegurasu
Ikiyou to suru kuda
Ishiki ni totte tada
Hadazamui akai jeraato
Kureteiru kureteiru
Akai jeraato akai jeraato

Itooshii hazu datta
Boku no sasayaka na sekai ga
Kowarehajimete yuku
Taiyou ni yarareru you

Kakaekirenai hodo
Naze kimi ni wa aru no?
Boku ni nokosareta
Hadazamui akai jeraato
Kureteiru kureteiru
Akai jeraato akai jeraato

Itooshii hazu datta
Boku no sasayaka na sekai ni
Kurayami wa hirogaru
Kyouki wo uketoru you ni

Shirarezu ni tokete yuku hi
Taema nai junkan no naka de
Hontou no boku wo shitta no wa
Akirameta hi kara

Sashinoberu te wo kobami
Kakawari wo sutete
Minikui idetachi de
Subete wo nakushite mo

Shirarezu ni tokete yuku hi
Sore de mo kotae wa motomerare
Kinou made no boku ga mesareru hi
Ten ni noboru sugata

English

Coursing throughout my limbs
Pipes trying to live
To my senses, it's nothing more than
Bitterly cold, red gelato
Maddening...maddening
Red gelato...red gelato

It should have been precious
But my modest little world
Is beginning to break down
As if it were killed by the sun

Why do you have so much
That you can't carry it all?
Left behind for me is only
Bitterly cold, red gelato
Maddening...maddening
Red gelato...red gelato

It should have been precious
In my modest little world
Darkness spreads
As if I accepted a deadly weapon

The day dissolves away without being known
Within the uninterrupted circulation
The day I first knew the real me
Was the day I gave up

I refuse the hand that reaches out
Throw away all connections
Dressed in unsightly clothes
Even if I lose everything

The day dissolves away without being known
Still an answer can be sought
Until the day when the me that lived up to yesterday
Is called up to the heavens