Suicidal Happiness - When I break

Tears that break you
Hell that shakes you
Fire exits locked
The gay kid mocked
The homophobic school
The words so cruel
Desires of shame
Because I’m not the same
You are who you are
Don’t create scars
If the gay kid is dead
They all turn their head
The judging faces
I’m filled with disgraces
Religion won’t save me
That’s something that people don’t see
Anger that I hate
Love is too late
I’m swinging in white
I die every night
My imperfections shown
And I’m all alone
I am so judged
And the bullies won’t budge
My depression is love
My heart is blood
Happiness is black
And I can’t go back
My tears blood red
And I wish I was dead
I’m the gay kid
And from the truth I hid
Nobody talks to me
I’m not how I should be
Happiness is not my fate
I’d say save me but it’s too late

Suicidal Happiness

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