Sugar Bear - Afraid to lose

She's taken it the last time
Letting all their words get right to her
She's in the kitchen grabbing a knife
While all of her emotions start to stir

She walks into the bathroom
Locking out herself from all the world
She's ready to get this life through
The life of a lost, sad, lonely girl

She looks into the mirror
Fully despises the person she see's
It's only trying to mock her
A flood full of tears down her cheeks

She so badly wants them to know
Exactually what she's going to do
Instead she'll left her life show
When they find her dead body in the room

She's too afraid to cut herself
Too afriad to feel the wounds
So she trys to find somethings else
To help her do, what she has to do

She fills the tub with water
With that removes all of her clothes
She plugs in the blow driar
As she steps in the tub, about to go

She stands and crys her last tear
Finger on switch, turns it on
Facing her greating fear
Knowing she's too late to run

She's drops it into the water
With that she feels an outragious shock
Its turns off all her power
And the camotion stops

She's hears them cry her name
Listening to her family in the dark
She's crying still, not the same
Life inside her then resparks

She gets out and throws her clothes on
And races straight out of the room
She smiles hugging each and every one of them
The family she loves, and is afraid to lose

Sugar Bear

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