Stephanie Blodgett - Toxic Hatred

The candlelight illuminates the room
Holes in flesh, the burned emptiness
My mind is the deepest plume
And I will plummet to my doom
You accepted me locked, I let you stay
Now my problems float away
Ill stay in my mind
Never next to you
Ill be free from the game
But things will never be the same

Cut so deep you see the flesh separate
Let the blood drain, contraindicated with hate
Kill the hurt, murder the pain
Get it out or go insane
Don’t let the pain get to your brain
If it dose, it wont be contained
Then it spreads like fire
The toxication levels get higher
You overdoes on the pain
All cause you let it get to your brain

You’ve got to get it out
Nothing else works
The most perfect feelings to have
Are the ones you don’t have to feel
The one that heal only with blood
Cut open the flesh, let it all run out

Shards of me now cease to fall
As I no longer have to recall
Why I hurt and all my dismay
I’ve forgot it all in just one day
What I’ve seen and what I’ve done
What once caused joy is no longer fun

I feel nothing now
That’s how it works
I feel nothing and nothing hurts
I’ve bled out the toxins
Bled nearly all night
I feel nothing today
And everything’s all right
CUT OUT THE TOXIC HATRED

Stephanie Blodgett

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