Stacy Bea - Darkness within death

In the day i put on a smile
at night i fear for my life

Though my smile covers my fear it does not hide it from the sun
The sun meant to brighten the day where it does not
The night meant to dim the lights
what if the lights was arleady dimed

i go through life with a fake smile as the light never shines for me
i brighten everyone elses days with a laught or two but each one
cuasing me more and more pain.
the light of life does not compare to the darkness of death yet
ill head for the darkness but still be alive
my life will not end
my life contains the darkness of death
im in pain every second
i lay away at night thinking...
thinking... what if
if my live is dark how could death be much worse...
but i will not quit.
i have a dream
a dream that one day i will use this pain others have cuased me and
make a new order darkness shall be banished from my life with every part of my strength i will die one day
i will die with light and not darkness

Stacy Bea

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