Somebody Insignificant - Social Phobic

I force myself to walk through the door
Within minutes the sweat falls to the floor
My social phobia controls my life

Everyone is looking and staring at me
I look straight ahead, blocking out all that I see
My social phobia controls my life

He is so fat and ugly, just look how he walks
I bet there is something weird about the way that he talks
My social phobia controls my life

Everyone is judging and criticizing me
My heart is pounding, I need to flee
My social phobia controls my life

I’m sweating so much, my shirt is soaking
Everyone is looking, laughing and joking
My social phobia controls my life

My vision is blurry and I’m short of breath
I feel so bad, I’d much prefer death
My social phobia controls my life

I leave in a panic without once even stopping
I’ve gone through hell and still done no shopping
My social phobia has destroyed my life

Somebody Insignificant

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