Slim Jim - Me

Behind this smile is a face full of tears
Built up from sorrow through out the years
Sobbing and weeping more and more
Behind fake windows and locked doors
“Why did this happen? ” repeats a voice in my head
over and over I wish it was dead
I wish I could just stop blaming me
For all of these problems that are too plain to see
I need to break down and let the tears flow
Cause this side of me you may never know
The side I keep hidden from every new face
This side exterminates its very own race
This side I keep hidden from family and friends
So dark and so cold it has no start and no end.

Slim Jim

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