Sky McCoy - Numb

Someone help me please! ! ! !
Life is becoming so tragic
I can't control my emotions neither my state of mind
I'm dying on the inside
I'm screaming on the outside
but no one can hear me scream
No one can feel my pain
no one can smell my fear
Who I am is becoming numb
Losing all feeling once known to me
Too many times I've had my heart torn to pieces
Hiding it wayyy too long
Why can't someone help me!
I wanna live
smell
taste the wonders of life
My heart feels like its not beating anymore and all is lost
Insurmountable obstacles are bound to me everyday
The more and more I defeat
The harder and harder they become
Everything on earth has become a silent roar of sound that only I can hear
I desire the need to help
I desire the need to eliminate the problems of loved ones
I wanna take away their pain so much
Hearing them bleeding out, crying for help
Subtracts feeling from my body
I just hate to see them suffer
This silent plague has inflicted deadly casualties you call problems
and has destroyed my sense of feeling inside
Just take me away
Life has become an evil black cloud
that has sucked the feeling out of me

Sky McCoy

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