Silentpoet Grl - Alone

all was quiet
all that could be heard was my heart beat
i could hear my thoughts
telling myself i shouldn't have messed up again
why did i just let it happen again
why am i so stupid
but i was so alone
i couldn't stop it all by myself
now i am sitting here with my knife
cutting myself again
frustration overtakes all
i deserved that cut
it makes me forget for a moment
forget the rest of the pain
but i said i wasn't going to anymore
like always though i have failed
now the only sound is the blood drip
and soft sobs of a girl all alone

Silentpoet Grl

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