shit fuck - Voices

The voices inside my head keep calling my name
Making me look around thinkin I'm going insane
I try to ignore them but they find there way back in
If this is war I don't think I'll win.

As I push them away they want to stay
I ask them for help when I dont know what to say
Close the door to my room and turn the radio up so loud
Trying so hard to drown them out

Creating an entrance to come back louder than at first
Creeping inside, seeking temptaion they quench their thirst
With my insecurities they seem to claim me more than before
As if I'm sinking down and can't seem to find shore

I look in the mirror and can't sem to find myself
My body is shaking, My wrist throbbing. As my eyes plead for help
I don't recognize who these voices are.
Terrified maybe one day it'll go to far.

I've been underwater for quite some time now.
Thinking of finding sanity somehow.
I seem to try to gasp for air, I've become way to numb.
I can't feel myself falling, at the beat of my burstin lungs

I open my mouth to scream, only silent crys I hear.
Nothing can reach reality when death is so near.
To hold on to the past is all I ever did
Should have let go when I could, instead I hid.

Behind the walls of every drug
I knew it before, I was way to young
Didn't matter now all I did was for fun
I needed to forget all I had done

So what happens when the walls tear down
You give them up for someone you love now
You become what they want and it don't seem enough
What to do but laugh and try to play it off

To show them you care not even you can do
Sometimes it's better for both of you
You seem to hold on as they seem to let go
All there is now is to put on your show

shit fuck

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