shikha shah - Indecent

What the hell am I doing?
Running badly without knowing the end
My mind aghast with rage
Exasperated at being caught in the 'Social cage'

The more I try to concentrate the more my thought drifts...
Is it really a 'What' or rather a 'Why'
Why the hell am i still on?
When all I care about is the, 'Breaking Dawn'

Its like a cobweb, with me in the middle
The more i twist, the more i get tangled!
All i am left with is a melancholy soul
As if sucked all of its quint-essence

It seems like a thing of great past
When I chose something that wasn't my class
Now i am caught in an impasse
With no option but to be dragged!

Still, my naive heart desires
Something bizarre thats beyond my powers....
To shear every shackle that bounds
The teenage dream for which this heart still pounds....

May be its already too late
And I have lost all chances of turning back
Yet I have decided to acknowledge 'a haute-voix'
That rings in my ears all the time......

shikha shah

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