Shelomith Noarbe - Think Again

he says,
let's get married
i replied,
let us have plan first
he imagined things
assess what he can do, he can't do
dramatically, says i love you with all his heart
practically, i am thinking
can he really be true to himself?
for too long
we have a wonderful life together
all shattered when he was
suddenly, abruptly
changes his attitude
he is
not the man i know he was
my observation was challenged
i am to think again
i am not getting married
not to this man, i thought
after all, in reality
fairytale is not accepted
no one is martyr
maybe only saints
not me
love me
one mistake
and you're off my league
you're not the man
you're not even reading my poems
duh-uh
give me a break
i hate you
i don't need you
i am
thinking again
think
again...

Shelomith Noarbe

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