shatiqua palmer - after(everything)

after seeing what reality has really done to me i question myself as to who i am suppose to be. The hurt that i feel destroys me. i am blinded to sympathic ways cant you see i call for help with a voice of silence. you wonder about me am I crazy, am i mentally me. I remember my misery but never my joyful ways i cry because a sit in hell thats my reality ways. poetry i loved to do but i can't seem to find me in you(poetry is no longer me) .Where do i stand after my abuse i look and think i see in love with you but is that what i have is that in me after the rain has stopped do i have sun shine to come or after life is there still a soul in me after! Can you answer that question for me!
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shatiqua palmer

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