selcan deniz - message for above

Lost for words and beliefs
Seeing you there
So cold and so dread
Laying on the bed
Tears dropping in thread
As I stare at what I love
My tears pour from deep inside

You are now free of pain
As for me in so much sane
Your pain has decreased but mine increased

How do I get through this pain?
So true and insane
It can’t be true, it isn’t true
You promised not to go
Yet you are gone

Disappeared in fine air
Not in sight
Gone forever and ever
For you are the finest memory
Maybe a dropp of love
Maybe a dropp of pain
Drop of rain or dropp of sane
And maybe a dropp of everything
As you are respected, loved and missed

Your touch so soft and smooth
Your voice so sweet and pure
Your words so true and bravely

My biggest fear was looking down in your grave
How could something so fine be in a ground?

My pains will ease in time
You will settle in mind
For gone is not forgotten
But remembered and cherished

selcan deniz

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