Seema Aarella - ! ...I REALIZE YOU

I believe I realize you,

When every tangled emotion
Deprived of freedom
In me, begins to undo
With a consoling legitimacy

When involuntary words
During a creative black-out
Appear out of my pen and
Construct an honest note.

When my emptiness finds time
to sneak into endless data streams
on invisible electronic lines
Looking for your presence

When my laden heart sings
In a blessed soliloquy
Its sublime paeans of devotion
In a subconscious worship

When I assume your dedication
To me and my thoughts only,
In that possessive helplessness
of a sneaking jealousy

I believe I realize you……..

Seema Aarella

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