Seeking Lost Self - What About Will ?

2010-03-03 1st Journal, Mayan day 8 Earth ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/39752914 ♥ iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 ♥ Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: This may well be a private journal; let’s see. During the very recent Matrix Energetics (ME) in Phoenix I actually pulled together whatever it took to ask a challenging question: “From whence does will arise when one has merged into the greater wholeness, the larger Self?” Once you’ve lost your self, the one once so easily seen and identified with; once that is long gone into the no-mind, the no-identifiable-self, what then? Who acts? Words cannot explain this state. Those who are or have been there will know. Let others look on, or go elsewhere. It is what it is, and this is where I am, right now. So, the ME class was the advanced one, for whizards, for alchemists. Some actual magic was even taught, but what is that but alchemy, anyway. One will manifest what is within one’s heart, no matter what route or path one takes, no matter what the ‘do-ing’ that might be involved. I have no need of spells and incantations, and I’m glad, because none was taught... Distributed by Tubemogul.