Scarlet ..... - Why did I Give in?

why did i do ths
for i am more scared then ever
ican't stop shaking
i can't get rid of this feeling
i am forever dizzy
i am forever shaking
i wish this would stop
i wish i did give in to this craving
inever should have
i should have stayed strong
i should have fought this
never gave in
never
for now i am in more pain
more pain than i can handle

Scarlet .....

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