Scarlet ..... - My Worst Nightmare

I’ve worried
and had nightmares about this
and today it happened
I revealed it
I revealed my secret
not all of it
only a little
and it still happened
she freaked
now she is upset
the first thing she said was 'o this is great what is FACS going to think when you say you've been depressed for a year? they're going to say where the hell was the mother'
if she only knew it all
the fact that its been depressed for 3 - 4 years not just one
plus I’m also suicidal
man I don't even know what she would say if I told the whole truth

Scarlet .....

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