Scarlet ..... - Forced Help

oh yeah they really care
you spent a whole 10 minutes with me
and all you did was talk of medication
so in the end
after all was said and done
i just received more meds
there is your only form of help
lets just hope it works
for i do not agree with this form of help
but it is not up to me
i have made more progress
working on things on my own
i was doing good before you all forced this on me
all you did was bring up everything i was just getting over
all you did was force me to talk and share about things
that belong unsaid and unshared
for they should stay where they lay
in the past
i had finally been able to take steps forward
and you all forced me ten steps back
and now you expect me to just bounce back
sorry it is not that easy
for it took along time to make those steps that you robbed me of
but i now see that it will not be as hard to take those steps
for i have already come to terms with all that of my past
i have already walked in these steps
therefore i have all the knowledge of what you are to learn in each step
i just hope i do not feel all the pain that i went through the first time
for I am willing to work for each step
but I do not know if I can make it through such pain again

Scarlet .....

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