Scarlet ..... - first and last

I open my eyes
and first thought to my mind
fuok
why did I have to wake up
after i'm finished hoping it was all a nightmare
I face reality
I face the day
oh joy another day in hell
I barley make it thought
tired and in pain
I lay down
my last thought as my mind finally shuts down at night
please let me never wake again

Scarlet .....

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