Scarlet ..... - Does He know?

I wonder if he knows
knows how much his words mean to me
how much he means to me
how much his comments mean to me
for he means so much
I love him so much
for he is what keeps me going in my darkest moments
for I know I must keep my promise
the promise I made to myself
I will not do anything stupid
for I can; t because that would hurt him and therefore no matter
how bad things can be going I never want to make him suffer
I would rather suffer and survive than make him suffer
for when I talk to him I’m glad I haven't done anything stupid
for he shows me things will always get better
they may get worse first but they will always get better
and I will just have to believe him on that one
for everything else he has said has been true
so I must believe him when he says
the best days are yet to come
I must trust him and try everything he says

Scarlet .....

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