Scarlet ..... - death wish

People speak of death wishs
As people calling to death by doing stupid or dangerous things
I have a death wish
But it is not by doing stupid things
or even dangerous things
unless you call trying to life a life stupid
i sure may concierate dangerous
my wish is
just to end this never ending pain
To end the life that eats me alive from within
So my one wish
Is to die
For not a reason to live
I have lost all hope for the future
And what people say it might hold
For in truth
What is it I have to look forward to
A dead end job
Living alone
Shitty apartment
Going in to debt for schooling
That will do nothing
Oh joy
Sorry I think I would rather on the years filled with pain
I have had enough for my liking
So with this I say good bye
Enjoy your life
I hope your turns out better than mine would have
So I wish you luck
I hope you find light
In this dark world

Scarlet .....

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