Scarlet ..... - All Gone

All gone
those dreams of being a child
all gone
those dreams of happiness
all gone
the dreams of just being me
for I am no longer me
for awhile I became depression
and that was me
it was the only me I knew
but now it has all changed
for I have changed
I am now anger
hate and aggression
that is now me
that is all I have
and all I know
and you know what
I am starting to like it
for at least I am starting to stand up for myself
for I no longer care if you get angry
for I already am
boy I have 4yrs of anger held within
and I can not wait to let it out
I can not wait to scream it out
yell it out
I can not wait to rant and rave
for its long over due
I warn you now next time
you get angry with me
might just be the time I decide to let it all out
so be prepared
for it is all directed at you
every last ounce of hate and anger will be released
for it is all boiling within me
just waiting for a reason to come out
and guess what i know you will be that reason

Scarlet .....

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