Sasha Julia - Drown

I live my life through verse,
It's sad, but I could do worse,
If I'd lived my life through you
It would be gone well and true,

You said I shouldn't waste my time
Wanting what couldn't be mine,
You told me to find another thing to do
And not mess around trying to get you,

You broke my heart
And made me cry,
I wasn't being smart,
You showed me why,

Sometimes when I loose my head
I remember what you said,
When you told me, speaking true
That there could never be me and you,

When you did condemn me to this feeling rife,
I cried a thousand million tears, I was such a lowlife,

But now I wish,
In my anguish
That I could have saved those tears of my condemn
And drowned you in them.

Sasha Julia

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