Sarah Sisson - Change revised

I've changed a little here and there.
There are less people I do scare.

My mom would find me on the floor
with ripped up clothes I know I tore.

While reckless thoughts went though my head.
I implemented them, no bed...

...did I go to, I stayed up late
to have mania, seal my fate...

...of crazy motions, choices too
I was so wrong my whistle blew.

And those that saw were so aware
that I was sick. The things I dare...

...to do were massive, luck was mine
because I had relations, kind...

...and not so gentle when they took
me out to pasture, world they shook...

...was mine. I needed lots of care
to bring me back to life. This tare...

...on my shirt reminds me of that.
The day I changed. The day I sat...

...and thought I about what I must loose.
The mania I could not choose.

Copyright 01-13-2009 ©® Sarah Sisson

Sarah Sisson

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