Sarah matthews - Another Chance

Why is everything so confusing? Can I be out of my mind?
It's a cold night, I'm sitting here on the porch, alone
in the dark. Thinking, thinking about what we could
have been and what I should've done to keep you.
I just can't help it, I push guys away. What can i say to make you
come back to me? I know I screwed up and I admit that.
It was my fault, but now I want you to come back.
Yes, I know that I don't desrve you but then again you
don't deserve her, you can do better than both of us.
The thing that still bugs me, is why don't you?
Is it because you just don't want to or you settle for less
than what you desrve? I may never know what it is, or why you are the
way you are but I do know this, I love you.
I know that I may have not shown it, that I love you but then again
neither did you. I'm not the only one who went and messed up.
You played a role in this screw up. We jumped into this relationship way to soon, and yet we did nothing to stop this chaos.
Maybe we were both blinded by the unconditional love that we
had for each other. So what do you say? Will you
give me another chance?

Sarah matthews

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