SARAH A. STRUSZCZYK - EVER SINCE

I'VE PLAYED THE ROLE AS A GIRLFRIEND SHOULD
HELD YOU UP THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND THE BAD
NEVER KNOWING YOU'D DO THE THINGS YOU WOULD
LEAVES ME HERE FEELING HURT AND SAD
DEPRESSION IS GETTING THE BEST OF ME
BUT I'M TRYING NOT TO LET THIS CONSUME MY LIFE
CAUSE SOON I'LL HAVE SOMEONE THATS INSIDE OF ME
SO I NEED TO BLOCK OUT ALL THIS STRIFE
YOU ARE CAUSING ME TO STRESS A LOT
AND THAT ROAD IS DRAWN OUT BY YOU
PUTTING ME IN A TOUGH SPOT
TELLING ME WHAT I SHOULD DO
IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY NOT ANYMORE
CANT HAVE WHAT YOU'RE USED TO RECEIVING
I'D FORGIVE AND FORGET FOR THE LITTLE THINGS
BUT THIS IS HARD TO LET GO, I'VE STOPPED BELIEVING.
SO ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR TRUSTING YOU
TRUSTING IN THE FACT YOU COULD DO NO WRONG
HOW STUPID COULD I HAVE BEEN
YOU'VE BEEN DOING THIS ALL ALONG
I GUESS THIS IS WHAT I DESERVE
FOR BEING TOO TRUSTWORTHY AND LETTING MY BOUNDARIES FALL DOWN
I HAVE LEFT MYSELF BECOME A WEAKER PERSON
EVER SINCE YOU'VE BEEN AROUND.

SARAH A. STRUSZCZYK

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