sania harris - BEAUTIFULLY HURT

You said you shall stay
The next moment you are gone
You tell me not to fray
And I wait till every dawn

Then it clicks me that you left me
Like a fool I sit and cry
I get down on my knee
And wish I would just die

I take whatever comes in my way
And fling it across the room
I get pleasure when it breaks
‘Coz I am broken and others should too

I stand in a corner and hit my head
My strength might break the wall
My bloods all gone and I feel so dead
I look up and scream “why? ”

Poems I pen and I write and I write
But nothing heals this freaking pain
I close all the curtains and sit in the dark
And smile as my pain slowly drains

sania harris

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