sandy nobody - Pills

i went to a doctor
he said'you look depressed'
i said'no,
maybe im a little stressed'

he gave me some pills
to help me 'feel happy'
after a few days
i no longer felt crappy

in fact
i was totally numb
i felt nothing
i mustve looked dumb

i walked around
like the living dead
thoughts no longer
inside my head

no more feelings
happy, sad nor pain
no more thinking
no more anything

the pills did their job
they made me 'well'
now im just a mindless
empty shell

now
im like everyone else
no self identity
i am no longer
me


p.s.i wrote this after a miscarraige and dr gave me antidepressents for a couple months

sandy nobody

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