Sandra Marie - Until My Heart Stops Beating

My Heart is frozen,
and it is all because of her.
She left me here to die,
and yet she didn't explain why.



But today my heart goes into two.
After the truth I heard about him.
After knowing how I felt.
He left me there to fall.



As I cry out to the world
Why? Please Help!
Don't leave me broken!
Don't leave me here to die.



Yet no answer is found
Nothing is heard only
As I breathe in and out
and my tears falling into my puddle.



I believe in this fantasy
That can't ever happen.
How Naive?
How Foolish?
How Stupid could I be?



My mind is cloud up by these thoughts
of my family, my friends, my enemies
and so much more than I can think off.



I said I was not going to return
To the person I was.
But no! , another wound was open.
After thinking I have redeemed myself.



I fell back to somewhere I thought
I truly conquered.
After fighting hard
After winning battles.



But what makes me fight again,
Is seeing those who I love
My family even though they don't know me,
My Friends they still believe I can fight it,
and him even though he might not know me...yet!



I have to believe
I' am worth something
I can change if I choose two.
So no more tears.



I have to fight until my heart stops beating.

Sandra Marie

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