samuel nze - Fear

I have been quick to get paranoid
Swift to become afraid
I have been a fool
When I should have stilled

I have been swift to get paranoid
Over nothing but the fear
I find deep in my heart
That fear deep deep inside

I have been quick to hate myself
Hurried to pass self judgement
I have been an idiot
When I should have calmed

I have been swift to be the devil
Over my future state
Not realizing the power
The one God has

I have been fast to forget
Quick and speedy to hate
To critique my soul
To say this and that about my life

I have been a fool
An idiot
A scallywag
A nitwit
I have been been been... a fool!

samuel nze

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fear-31/