Sami Parkar - Confessions

Lies in confession, the regret the life lived,
Hard and weary the past, provoked and remembered
Some fine and divine, rest life thirsty
Done the beastly and satanic
Dug upon my grave, deserts, I see
Such doomed the bliss of nature
Ultimate solitude, never wished thee
Hate-love and spirits, least, angels left, cry
Almighty forgot forgiveness, thundered I
Haunting Emptiness? Ever wondered why
Careless under my eye?
Regrets, no matter why
Desperate towards future, for now
I proceed hopeless, still now and again
Though the ray of hope alight today
Unsure tomorrow
Does sun shine bright enough?
Speculate and speculate aye
Thy family preached
Why unfortunate I speak!
Divided I lie still, grounded
Ever wondering evolution
Truth, big bangs and bongs
Of all Williams of Shakespeare and Wordsworth
One showers love, latter the nature
Both mastered I the destruction
Confused still I, destiny nowhere seen
Damned be these confessions
Hard way in and out been
Trust broken away, bothered no one
Lays there a heaven to conquer
Only hope thus left
Only hope of life and good
Surrendered I
O Almighty! ! !
Bless us all

Sami Parkar

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