sam .... - I've Lost You Twice

I lie awake at night,
and wonder if you know.
If you knew I loved you,
even though it didn't show.

I lost you once,
and thought I'd never cope.
I wanted to hang myself,
with that tightly entwined rope.

I got you back once,
and prayed that it would last.
But it ended in a heartbeat,
It ended way too fast.

I think of you every day of every second,
and cry myself to sleep.
I think of how I still love you,
and how my love's so deep.

No one understands,
not even love itself.
That I want to be with you,
Until my life's to end.

I remember that day,
the day that we first met.
I thought to myself,
'he’s the one.'

If it wasn't for my homework club,
I never would have met you.
Then I did, I got you, I had you and
then lost you not once
But twice….

sam ....

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